Sunday, January 17, 2010
Bye Bye...
Today is the day my fatty cat,Jessie,died....BooHoo...Just that morning I took this picture and was crying in tears...She suffered from a cancer and today last day I see her alive...The vet said that it's better to put her to sleep then let her suffer...So she gave her an injection to put her to sleep.Too bad I wasn't there for her,but if I was there I can't even bear to see her gone...So we buried her somewhere...Cried that whole morning...My eyes were so red.My brother;s too,but not that much....SO sad...She's so loyal to us,never was naughty...So mum wants to adopt another kitten but not replacing Jessie of course...Lost another beloved cat but I felt more bad than the previous cat.Because this time I knew when she is going to die than the previous cat who just disappear one day...Going to miss her so much...A sad day it is...Listening to:The way I loved you by Selena Gomez
1:46 AM
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Know your enemy
From seconds to minutes to hours to days and to months.Haven't really updated my blog for a LONG time...HeeHee...Well,something went wrong with my old blog skin so I've been changing it and changing it...There's always something wrong with it...My old blog skin doesn't show my other friends' links so it's a pain in the A_ _!!!But luckily today,at 4.30pm on 30 December 2009,I managed to changed it into a nice simple layout.AT LAST!!!So as you have known I've gone back to my fun-full and joyful trip from Sarawak...It was one hectic,tiring,educational and ENJOYABLE trip...I can't simply put it in words...We learn so many things that I forgot some...We learn their traditional dances like the Iban and Bidayuh dance.Qute different from the malay dance.We also did our performance which was SO INCREDIBLE!!!I had so much fun...Can't believe 4 or 3 days gone so fast.Like in a blink of an eye..Something like that...2009 is going to an end and 2010 is coming...Looks like the time is going so fast you don't even noticed it..Now is the 21st century,tup tup tup the next thing you know it's the 22nd century.So next year I will be going through my N-Level exams and what is the worst is the O-Level Maths I'm going to take next year too...I might be quite busy next year.With my maths,art,cca ,blah,blah,blah...so maybe I will not have the time to update all the events I will be having.Only able to do my art research in the computer only...Just now we got a malay dance meeting on the cca fair...We are doing some malay dance steps and also Sarawak steps which is totally cool.Can't wait!As much as I LOVE to stay at home but I'm getting SO BORED sitting at home doing nothing.So I can't wait to get to school.Back to my friends and my BELOVED teachers...Sitting at home is fun but not all the time.Not everyday there's a good show,you know...i rather DO SOMETHING then NOTHING...Listening to:21st century breakdown by Green day
12:21 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Up,up and away...
Hey there!Sorry for not updating much...I haven't get the chance to log into the computer,not even get to touch it.So heads up...2 more days Inderawasih are going to Sarawak!!!Yeh!!!We are busy practising and preparing for the performance...I cannot wait!!!We had our last practice today and will resume back next year...So I will not be updating anythimg for a few days... Listening to:Tik Tok by Ke$ha
2:21 AM
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Words last forever...

AT LAST!!!
YEAH!!I finally watch Michael Jackson Movie!Waited like forever to watch it.Watched it with my friend who I blog before previously along with my forgettable incident.The movie consists of him during rehearsal but overall it was AWESOME!I love it when he starts dancing "Smooth Criminal" and "Thriller".Even if the dance steps are the same but it's one complicated dance moves to learn.And I love the song "This is it"..So beautiful the song.Just wish he was still alive and wealth.Stupid drugs...The way he work shows people how he really put in his 110% of his strength.I cheered everytime he dance,especially when he starts dancing the song "The way you make me feel" with this one female dancer.God,She's SO lucky to get to dance with him.I think some of the people got annoyed by me.HeeHee...Afterwards,we eat our lunch at pizza hut...YUM!!!Best thing is she treat me some more.YEAH!!!Then we went window-shopping but end up buying things.I bought 2 funky t-shirts with funky designs that makes me funky.My friend bought a t-shirt too but different as mine.BUT this time I remember to bring it home.HeeHee.When home like 4+ pm...Worth watching...I heard in the radio that at one cinema people are protesting to want more Michael Jackson clips..What to do..He's gone besides the trailer did says that it is never before seen footage of him rehearsing only..See how his fans will do anything to watch his never before seen footage...I cried at the end of the movie.Well,so is half of the audience.So touching the end...
I love it when he says,"It's all for love.L.O.V.E"
And when he wants to change something,he will always say that line."All for love.L.O.V.E."Everyone in the rehearsal was like,"It's there anything you like to change Michael?" or "It's there something wrong,Michael?"They all really respect him.They don't want to see him mad(Which we NEVER see him like that before).They want everything to be right for Michael.Who doesn't?I REALLY MISS HIM!!!ALL OF HIS DIE-HARD FANS MISS HIM!!!Goodbye Michael a.k.a Jacko...
Listening to:This is it by Michael Jackson
It's all for Love.
L.O.V.E
10:31 PM
Friday, October 30, 2009
Because this is THRILLER
SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!Time for some FUN!!!Push away the books for a while...Relax time...well,for now.Good things happen to me...Firstly,I passed my exams,well,except for my maths...But I got 4th position in my class and 5th position in my Normal Academic sec 3 level.Secondly,my mum is going to treat me Swensens...Hmm,yum!You know how long I haven't eat at Swensens?Since I'm in sec 1,if I'm not wrong.Anyways even though I 'm not celebrating this dark day but I'm wishing for the peeps who are celebrating
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
The thing I like about this day is that 1)It is my favourite singer's birthday..yes,on 31st Oct.Wouldn't that be cool to be born on this day.. and 2)The way they celebrate.They can wear costumes and get candies..Lots and lots of candies..My favourite!No wonder my gums are hurting..Need to go to the dentist ASAP.So ya,I guess thats why I like the day...So I got promoted to Sec 4.That's good news and bad news.Good news: I got to take my 'N' level and am able to get my 'N' level degree.Bad news: It's going to one tough year for me.The end of year exam starts on 1st week of September if I'm not wrong and I need to pay the 'N' level fees.Some more,I'm taking my 'O' level maths next year because I'm taking express maths..I haven't register at the tuition near my house and I'm really worried because now I got no tuition now as my private tutor when away and I can't contact with him.Hmph!He went off with my mum's money and haven't complete my tuition.Damn it!.And also worried in my art.My parents said art is a easy subject to pass but NEWSFLASH! it's the 21's century.Art is difficult to pass especially when you take the drawing technique.We need to prepare 5 boards full of sketches.Minimum sketches is 60 drawing.60!!!You should see the way my eyes pop out and how low my jaw was hanging when I heard it...And the final board is so big,if you are using the drawing technique,that I think I have to walk to school and from school.Need to start right now.I wish I'm good at other techniques like 'Tie & Dye' or 'Aluminium Tooling' but I'm not.Not that I can't do it's just that I'm not good at it...
Next year is one damn tough year...I don't think I can fool around anymore...Especially when I failed my maths.Not just any maths BUT my 'O' LEVEL MATHS.Then my English just passed.I need to pass this 2 subjects because they are VERY IMPORTANT especially when we finish our 'O' level and choosing either JC,Poly or ITE.I'm definitely going to Poly and taking design courses to persude my dreams of becoming a famous fashion designer like Ashley Isham.What I really want is to design clothes for brands like Ralph Lauren or Louise Vuitton.Like in Hollywood or Beverly Hills...That will be so cool.But FIRST my exams...Then I think it will definitely be the same teachers.OH NO!!!I don't care if my co-form teacher doesn't change but if my form teacher ALSO doesn't change...I'm dead.Enough with her for one year but not for 2 DAMN FREAKING YEARS!!!ARH!!!Well...(sigh)see ya...
Listening to:I look so good(without you)-Jessie James
4:58 AM
Monday, October 26, 2009
Time to get Naughty???

Right.I got my results back except for Geography and Sosial Studies...So far,I pass my English(Important!),Malay,Science(both Chemistry and Biology but just pass) and Art(of course).But I FAILED my MATHS!!!!Boo hoo!!Express maths is SO DAMN FREAKING HARD!!!I'm so regretting that I pick Emaths..But this is not the overall grade so must think of the bright side...if there is a bright side...So this week is the last week of school..Time to say bye bye to 3N1 and hello to 4N1(I hope!).Time flies by...Malay dance got another performance at 14 Nov.I don't know what dance but luckily,our instruter come back!Yeh!!!Just heard a song by Christina Aguilera called 'Dirrty'..So old but yet so cool..So the 'Deepa-Raya' concert.It was normal.We went out of school around 11am+.We must dance first then can eat..Was so hungry back then..But we to eat nasi briyani...YumYum..We also given free goodies.Inside got notebook,pen and even SPEAKERS!!So HAPPY!!!Long time haven't use or buy speakers since my last one broke last year..Then we go back school,change,pack and go home..The rest mostly wanna play soccer but count me out.I was sweaty and really need a cold bath..So that's what I did then I forgot what I did..This thursday is a very SPECIAL day.It's the day MJ's movie come out!!Only for 2 weeks..That sucks..Can't wait!Then we also have spring cleaning in school then got meet the parents session for everyone in the sec 3 level.Everyone?My mom was pissed of because she doesn't want to meet my teacher because she,well,hate her..So does half or even the whole class hate her.If it's my co-form teacher,I will be extremely delighted but I doubt that will happen...Then 2 more years with HER???!!!It's a nightmare...Please hope that we have a change in form teacher.More fun teacher...Any teacher will do...so desperate of a change....Just not her...Oh!I just remembered about yesterday...Last sunday...Do you ever feel like you forget something but you couldn't remember until the last minute?Well,i happened to me..I was out at Bugis Street,just walking.Sometimes I just hate to go out shopping.You will end up spending your money in movies,clothes then you MUST go and buy some food to eat.So there I was just window shopping in Bugis Street(my mum die die don't want to go with me) and that's when I met one of my friends from my Sunday school in Jamiyah(so religious).We chat and chat and end up in this one cute coffeeshop at the Bugis mall(you see?You must eat when you go out)She wanted to buy a new cardigan so I accompany her to this one shop.I saw a t-shirt and I fall in love with it.I went over and found out that it was on sale for $15 each..And people were grabbing at the t-shirts like their life depended on it.So i took 2 t-shirts with really cool designs on it.When I finished paying it,my friend already found the cardigan she wanted and paid for it.We went for a little snack and parted when it's almost 5pm,I think.When I reach Bedok,guess what?I FORGOT about my 2 t-shits...I was so mad because 1)both have to-die-for designs 2)it cost me alot of many even if it's for sale and 3)it's on sale only for today...Damn!I hate myself.It shows that everyone's not perfect. :(
Listening to:Dirrty-By Christina Aguilera
3:40 AM
Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Hey there!Finally my End-of the-year exams are OVER!!!But can't be confident yet that I will pass...So much had happened but first thing first...Tomorrow malay dance are performing at Bedok Police Station for the "Deepa-Raya" performance.We are dancing to our Hari Raya dance steps we did previously at our school.Can't wait!!!And another good news,malay dance are going to overseas camp!!!YAHOO!!!So much fun!We are going to Sarawak,btw...
Just now we have rehearsal at The Bedok Station.We practice for at least 1 hr and 45 mins.But before going for rehearsal,I went for a haircut!Waiting to buy myself a new hair straightener because someone go and threw it away...Really piss off..
Staying at home when marking day it's so boring,especially when you got nothing to do.Can't BELIEVE I'm saying this but I really miss staying up late,studying.Not that I'm no more staying up late,but at that time,at least I got somethign to do.Now I just stay up late,doing nothing.Mostly after watching "Criss Angel Mindfreak" until 11pm,I go to my room and found myself-staring int0 space or reading books or just drawing.Really bored.Then when around 1am or 2am,I dozed with my cats surrounding.I miss my mum screaming for me to "Hit the books" or "Switch off the computer"...Now so the quiet...
I want to surf the net,I also don't know where to go...I want to go out,nowhere to go...I mostly like to go out alone.I feel like I can go anywhere,without anyone complaining.
Besides,I want to watch "Michael Jackson-This is it" Movie.Can't wait..
Yesterday I woke up at 9.30am with a BIG HEADACHE...I can't even bring myself to just sit.I saw my cat-Mimi,sleeping next to me and her fur was covering my whole face and I don't know I breathe.So I tossed her to the other side of my bed,like literally threw her.Imagine her shock!When I tried to get up,I felt really dizzy and kind of saw black dots so I did what I always do.I forced myself to stand up and start jumping up and down.Few jumps later,I'm alright..I,sometimes,get those kind of dizziness because I slept too late and it's not good especially for me because I'm lack of blood so my brain don't function well when I sleep late...But I always do it anyway...Like I'm going to listen to doctor's advice...Well ,that's all I need to say....Ttyl
Listening to:Party in the USA~By Miley Cyrus
3:02 AM